I love that song. I think it's my new favorite. Today I was so happy. Small things like holding the elevator door for someone who smiles and says thank you makes life...well ...life. All day, my eyes bright and happy. My walk, faster and more sure...

then...the letter.

I knew...somehow I was sitting...waiting. Life is never that good for me for too long. Why should this day be any different. Dont get me wrong. I dont mind bad news. Thats part of life as well. It's just the timing is always so perfect. The week before my wedding. It's like my life has a clock that says..." ok your 10 minutes of happiness is over" I try not to fight the fact that life is a balance. It just seems like mine is tilted ever so slightly to the left. Maybe its my head....it always tilts when I try to figure something out. Yep ...that must be it because thinking that I get more bad than good in life just seems so cruel.

Nothing like a good laugh to make the jagged truth pill go down a bit easier. Karma does happen. It happens to me and will happen to you. I try to remember that. Makes dealing with the bad stuff easier knowing that the asshole who caused it will somehow learn from his mistakes.
Well...off to bed.
I'll just listen to the song...one more time before sleep.....

What if you Could wish me away
What if you Spoke those words today
I wonder if you'd miss me
When I'm gone
It's come to this, release me
I'll leave before the dawn
But for tonight I'll stay here with you
Yes, for tonight I'll lay here with you
But when the sun Hits your eyes
Through your window
There'll be nothing you can do
What if you
Could hear this song
What if I Felt like I belong
I might not be leaving
Oh so soon
Began the night believing
I loved you in the moonlight
So, for tonight
I'll stay here with you
Yes, for tonight
I'll lay here with you
But when the sun Hits your eyes
Through your window
There'll be nothing you can do
I could've treated you better
Better than this
Well, I'm gone, this song's your letter
Can't stay in one place
So,for tonight I'll stay here with you
Yes, for tonight I'll lay here with you
But when the sun Hits your eyes
Through your window
There'll be nothing you can do