MOON"the chooser, the romantic"

You are gifted in turning difficult situations into positive events. You are a romantic you doesnt wish to be decieved or deluded by others-- you have little tolerance for self-deception or -illusion. You are often placed in a position where you must make a choice between two very different things (this is represented by all the different pairs depicted on the card). You are a tester of old patterns-- the honey-moon is over and now it's time to deal with the reality that has set in. You have a deep love for harmony and wish to regain it. The jackels in the card represent your inability to tolerate delusion, illusion, and deception in yourself or in others. You are gifted in spotting lies.

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Let's revisit and old post....

"We cross our bridges when we come to them and burn them behind us, with nothing to show for our progress except a memory of the smell of smoke, and a presumption that once our eyes watered." -Tom Stoppard

"abiertos sus ojos"

So I went shopping today and once again bought nothing for myself. I sat here tonight thinking about that and comparing it to mistakes I have made. When I constantly give and give expecting nothing in return ...that's exactly what I got. Funny..I was always taught that life was about giving and not about receiving, but that's only half true. Obviously there comes a point where you must cut your losses...otherwise you become broke...n.

"The opposite of love is not hate, but apathy. You cannot hate someone you don't care about."
"Dont ask her on a straight Jack night"

I had so much fun this weekend. Friday I went out to eat at Outback, shot pool at Yesterday's and then met up with Sherri and some of the BFD guys at the Canyon. I actually forgot how much I love to dance.
Saturday Mindy, Chris and I went to the bluebonnet festival. Of course I spent way too much money. I saw Monica at the festival. She was updating me on her life. Nathan is now working as a flight nurse. They seem really happy.
The only disturbing thing that happened was several phone calls to tell me that jackass is now working for Guardian again. I guess that means I'll have to look at his lying cheating face in the ER everyday. No worries...I will control my temper and ignore him completely. After all...he doesnt even deserve my contempt. Why would he take a job that he would have to see me everyday? What an asshole.
“If you marry a man who cheats on his wife, you'll be married to a man who cheats on his wife.”- Ann Landers

It was a great day. I have so many supportive friends. I thank God (not Jason) for my friends.

Life is getting brighter and brighter with every step I take toward the door. Why could I not see that the sun doesnt shine through walls?