Sitting here drinking my appletinis..waiting...for what I have no idea

Havent been able to sleep the past couple of nights. There's been so much on my mind.
Have you ever noticed how life goes in a circle? You are moving along...day to day...minding your own business....then wham you have a span of time where you are constantly running into your past. You can try to ignore it, but ther more you do, the more you see of it. I think maybe it's life way of telling me that there was something I should have learned from those moments, yet were too stupid to.

The present is a rope stretched over the past. The secret to walking it is, you never look down.Sean Stewart, Perfect Circle, 2004

My son had an amazing game last night. It was their championship soccer tournament. The game went into overtime and then to a kick-off. Great game guys! Tris-I am so proud of you.

Congratulations Tristan on winning your Championship Soccer game!

Change is a good thing. It's usually resisted by most, but necessary none the less. If the world stayed as it was 100...even 30 years ago we would all be ...well..I guess we would all be stoners. Nevermind....the point was evidently not made.

Yes, I survived my 30th birthday. I tried to hide from the world, but somehow my dear husband, who thinks he is funny, would not let me. One of the fun little trips on the ever so dreaded November 6th was to the carnival. Granted I have always loved the fastest, scariest rides in the past, but this particular day proved to me that I am not 16 any longer. Nevermind the fact that the teenager jackasses across from me on one of the rides thought it was great that my breasts were squeezed between the chest harness. Forget the fact that nausea is our greatest enemy. Focus on the realization that I have come to terms with my aging sissy nature. Josh I am so sorry if I hurt your hand while screaming for my life.