Today was so freaking busy! Although I have a meeting in the morning I'm off till Monday....yea! Not really sure what I will do this weekend...spend it with someone special no doubt.
So Mitra, Melody, Angela, Lisa and I are starting a belly dancing class in a few weeks. Fun Fun!!! It's a girl bonding thing. We are also planning a Cozumel cruise in April. That's going to be a blast.

Ok...this next quote reminded me of someone....

"Ordinarily he was insane, but he had lucid moments when he was merely stupid."
-Heinrich Heine

Today was good. It was busy in the ER. We were on Critical Care divert for part of the day. Not that it mattered...we took all of the patients anyway. Went to dinner with Sherri and Amy tonight. Sitting there eating my enchiladas when I got a text message that made me nearly aspirate my dinner. Sherri and Amy thought it was quite nice. Took me a minute to catch my breath.
"All paid jobs absorb and degrade the mind."- Aristotle

Sleep seems to be the best alternative for life. It allows us to dream whatever we want....To control our destinies for a few hours. To pretend that the world does not hold those who seem to exist only to try and destroy our happiness.

We bought a Rosy Boa yesterday. Still have not named it. Got any good ideas...feel free to let me know.

"The meeting of two personalities is like the contact of two chemical substances: if there is any reaction, both are transformed." -Carl Jung

It's a funny thing when the mere thought of someone makes your heart race and breathing become shallow. It's like that fleeting moment when you race over a hill and feel your heart move and lose your breath. It's an even greater thing when that feeling has been hidden away for an extended period of time while life ran it's errands.

Last night was absolute hell! Seven eight year old boys screaming and fighting...staying up until 5am. What was I thinking allowing Tristan to invite that many friends over for his birthday. Makes me cherish my little girl. These boys were monsters.

The rest of my day was spent in my Jeep mudding on the backroads...Something to distract my mind...something relaxing.

One thing that is my biggest peeve is people who don't follow through with what they say they will. Wether or not it is entirely their fault doesn't really matter. They make choices that lead up to the situation.

"It is our choices...that show what we truly are, far more than our abilities." -J. K. Rowling

"I think I am a pretty patient person...but I don't like waiting." -me

"Nothing inspires forgiveness quite like revenge." -Scott Adams

Those who are too chicken-shit to reveal their name when talking shit really shouldn't be so scared. Afterall ...you are trying to hide behind an IP address...Go ahead...I think it's sad that you can't face me.

just so you all know...I trace IP addresses of those who leave undesirable comments.

I have sent a little email to the person that posted fighting words.

Sometimes people are unable to let go of what they no longer possess. They hold on to it tighter so that it will not leave. What they do not understand is that the tighter they hold onto something, the less they have it. They slowly squeeze the breath out of life until there is only a shell left of what they once loved.

Two more days of my 6 in a row...

Ok...whoever keeps leaving comments on here needs to at least put a first name...I don't know who the hell you are and it's rude to comment without introductions.

Today was the first shift of my six- twelves in a row. Not bad considering I only got 2 hours of sleep...(been happening alot lately). My day was ok. I worked the trauma rooms today and luckily nothing big came in. Just lots of sick people. Around 2:30pm my day always gets so much better....Weird. Must be a time zone thing.

Matt did piss me off today with the whole "Demi Moore/Ashton Kutcher" bit. First of all I'm not in my 40's. Second of all I'm NOT robbing the cradle. Get over it. And for Gordon to encourage his behavior...well...I must say that disappoints me.

Ok....today's quote:

"Maturity is only a short break in adolescence." -Jules Feiffer

There's something about a man in an orange jumpsuit...hehehe
Ok...I'll be good

So my night didn't go as planned. Turned out better once 5:30 am rolled around. Sometimes I feel like I am REALLY bad luck for certain people. I know...I know...the choices we make...yeah, yeah.

Ok...for MR. "who else asks such things": Our little discussion on this subject~~~
"The only thing wrong with immortality is that it tends to go on forever." -Herb Caen

Now...for my night to begin. Going out. Later!

For the comments about my previous post...
The little exerpt was not written for anything that I am currently dealing with. It was written for someone else who knows who he is. A little advice to help him with an issue at hand. What's with the: "who is it now?" Comment...what the hell is that susposed to mean?
Whatever...

My appointment with my lawyer today went well. She gave me some interesting advice and views on a certain situation. I guess being nice isn't the way to go...I'm ok with that.
I went out to eat dinner with some people from work. There were five kids and 6 adults. It was an interesting dinner. All of our little rugrats running around...begging for quarters for the gumball machines.

Ok..here is my little quote for the day....
"The difference between a violin and a viola is that a viola burns longer." -Victor Borge
ok...I know at least one person that will get that one.

Never forget what a man says to you when he is angry. Anger is like a key to open up the door of restraint. It allows those hidden thoughts to be released. Anger is not always a bad thing...in moderation...as all else. It frees us from the bonds of denial. Someone once told me that an angry man is an honest man. I believe that.

When someone tries to hurt you by doing things that they perceive hurtful..it is a very eye-opening experience. You can discover what your enemy fears most by observing the means he uses to frighten you. It's something that should be kept in the back of your mind...always.

The person this post is for will soon find out what a bitch I CAN be.
What balls you have to talk shit behind my back. Did you really think I would never find out? Come on...got something say? Lets hear it. Say it to my face so I can respond. Don't try to post it to some freak gun craze website and try to win sympathy from a bunch of losers. Well just so happens a friend of mine sent me the link to your post...I must admit I was surprised to hear what a wh*** I am! I think my friend posted a reply to you. I have been nothing but upfront and honest with you and this is how you react? Well let me explain something to you that you may not have realized...I do not give a fuck!
Say what you want about me... it obviously shows what a weak and pitiful person you are...and that you know nothing about me. Just because you didn't hear the truth doesn't mean it wasn't told to you. You apparently hear what you want to.
I should have known you had issues when I saw the 12 guns in your room..who the fuck needs that many guns unless they are hiding behind power they obviously don't posess. Damn I hate having to do this... I really am biting my tongue...I could say so much more but I think I will stop before I get myself into trouble.

On a lighter note...fuck you.

What can I say...this year will definitely be different. I was awaken by the sounds of angry people banging on my doors. Apparently I slept way too long, missed work and everyone thought I was lying on the side of the road dead. Nice to know people care.

Had fun in Austin for New Years...it was nice to get away from this place for awhile. We spent the majority of our time at The Aquarium on 6th. I didn't really drink that much...not even a buzz...from the alcohol.

There's a lot to be said for self-delusionment when it comes to matters of the heart.
"Love is the difficult realization that something other than oneself is real." -Iris Murdoch